| Sunday, May 27, 2007 |
| just... |
| Friday was the soccer party. It was at Annalee's house...ehh. I don't really have much to say. We bounced, ran, got wet, sang, played some ping pong. It was interesting I guess. I'm tired though, and I have to go to Marissa's today. I'm going to turn on some music. There is a really annoying bird outside that won't stop chirping. But it's not really chirping it's just making this annoying long mreeeorr. It kinda sounds more like a cat. Okay Carbon Monoxide, much better. I made a hemp bracelet last night. It's kinda crappy, but I was bored. My sister is watching cartoons. I love cartoons. The old ones atleast. She's watching The Smurfs right now. Something very tragic is happening to me. I'm getting bored with my music. Not bored persay, just kinda tired of listening to the same things over and over. I need a new CD. I'd like to get Travis's new CD. This post isn't getting long. It's just lame and boring. I also need something new to read. I'm bored with all the books I'm in the middle of. I really wan to read Enchantment: The Life of Audrey Hepburn. Because the last biography I read about her was kinda lame. But this one is supposed to be really good. I don't know if I can survive another boring summer without my friends. I mean all year I've been waiting desperately for the summer to come. But now I'm worried of leaving my friends, without music that I'm truly into, books to read by the pile, and tons of new musicals to watch. Anyway...I'm gonna go, sorry for the boring post. |
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| Saturday, May 19, 2007 |
| amazed and shocked. |
| It amazes me how some people can be content with doing abosolutely nothing, while I must have something going on at all moments. It amazes me how some people are able to sacrifice themselves and their time for others, while I am too scared and self-centered to help out. It amazes me that so many people in my life would walk barefooted across the continent for me, while I will only do something for them that involves me staying right where I am. Life is amazing isn't it? It shocks me that some people will do anything to fit it, even if it means becoming someone else enitirely. It shocks me that some people will throw away their lives, even if it means taking others with them. It shocks me that some people will pester someone for fun, even it means pushing them over the edge. Life is shocking isn't it? |
| Slid down the rainbow at 12:09 PM |
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| Sunday, May 13, 2007 |
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| I don't want to complain about life, yet I find that I do, much too often. I'm done with that. I have an exceptionally wonderful life. I'm provided with food and water and shelter and clothing. And beyond that: music, books, entertainment, an education. And so much further beyond that: a wonderful family, the most amazing friends, love, a caring environment, and endless amounts of shoulders to cry on and souls which support me. For anyone to ask for anything more than what I have is a crime. Any obstacle I come by, is simply the world showing me that I have progressed and I am ready to overcome the next tier of my life. Through the course of the short duration of my life I have learned several important fragments of truth. Something I have found is that just as no one person is the same as another, no one person is better than another. What appears to the average human eye as worthier is actually diversity. Accept others. Don't try and change them. Only try and guide them softly to realize what it is they really want. Believe in yourself. But don't find yourself getting egotistical, or else you'll find that what you have accomplished so far will slowly dissolve. Be aware. You cannot help others, along with yourself, if you are not attentive to what it is they are being put down by. Don't take time for granted. Don't cram your time. Let time flow, and flow with it. Don't expect too little or too much of yourself. Think. Sounds simple but is beyond doubt perplexing. Be careful. But not so careful that you forgot why it was you loved to live so much. Push the margins of your mind, even if it means ignoring them completely. Be yourself. As we covered at an earlier point, no one else is better, and you were made the way you are for a reason. Question things. Goes without saying, it makes answers much easier to get. |
| Slid down the rainbow at 10:05 AM |
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| Saturday, May 05, 2007 |
| opinions. |
How is it that we are able to have opinions on things?
How do we think of something as good or bad?
Why do we like certain music while others like different music?
Why do certain things catch different people's attention?
How does that spark go off in your brain telling you that you like or dislike something?
I don't understand it.
And another thing.
Why are so many people out to corrupt others opinions?
What's wrong with having your own opinion?
I don't understand life. |
| Slid down the rainbow at 2:22 PM |
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